My Interpretation on the Tangled Web of Life
Saturday, November 7, 2009
For once, I thought guys and gerls of same age have the same mindset.For once I said.Well for sure, the ladies of the same age as the men think maturely.They also behave maturely.Some poeple grow up fast, and some are not.As for me, I've already succeed in going through my teenage growing up life.The topic of homeless, drinking, smoking, bad influencing, sex life and all other negative topics of a growing teenager.I don't blame them for not thinking maturely as a growing adult.Because I know, they are still in the process of a growing teenager.Yes, if you do look closely, they are of two different topics.Giving them attention and cofuse really helps.Hearing out each and every sayings of them.I'm trying my best to avoid the negative points of mine and slowly make them feel as comfortable as they can, having one's around.Im back to who I am, a student.Going back and focusing on school isn't that bad afterall.It's all in you. Whether you want or not.Yes, different people have different perception.But I strongly feel that this takes time to evoke to oneself's realisation of who they are.Juggling work and school is really tired.Time management is the key.As for the time being, I'm managing my school work over work.Being single isn't a problem for me.Some says I'm very picky.But that's not what I've been wanting.The men and myself isn't going on well.All our paths during relationships are very hectic.It's either me, or the second party.But it's okay. I've no reason to be "emo" over all this because I know that I'm enjoying my single life. hahaha.I don't kiss and tell.I don't go around telling people that "he's my ex-boyfriend", "he's the one I kissed in the club", "he's the one I slept with that night", "he's the one I dumped for another guy".These are all part and parcel of a growing up teenager.Well, I rather keep all my past and dark memories to myself.Love, zie.Labels: a growing up teenager.
z-i-e at 7:04 PM
Depression is not what you want to feel.
Or neither have in your life nor is it the answer to your problems.
It affects your mind and thoughts.
It's anger and going off on people,
even though you don't mean to.
It gets to alot of us and we don't know why.
It gets to us a lot but it is there at some point in out lifes.
And we have to deal with is the best we can.
Just know that something better in life will come along soon.
And depression sometimes don't last forever!Is it me or what?
Something is majorly wrong with me.
Or is it the young people out there?Im really hoping for the best.Well, i guess ill just have to wait and see.Just don't bother about the talks people have to say.Damn!Labels: depression about it.
z-i-e at 7:01 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
hurhurhur.
webcam's screen shot.
hahaha. am happie for mira.
she finally knows how to take the screen shot.
weeeeee.
im loving them!!
z-i-e at 10:35 AM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
fuyoh! fuyoh!when was my last entry again??hahahahaha. sorie people. late update!on behalf of the last post, SB-JPians MADE IT!!!our trip up on the lorry SUCCESSFUL!!hahahhaah. no thanks to me.thanks to you guys that came!didnt really expect it was a FUN outing!gaaaa!okay niwae, SLAMAT HARI RAYA!!collection was great! ishhhh!im still a student you know! hahaha.pics are all up in the facebook.i love me!(kire hari raye mesti ceria gituk kn kn kn)hhahahah!work is good as usual.sadly, our dear full-timer, MS MARLINI MOHD, already left us.as in, she resigned.w.e.f. 28 september 2009.good for her. moving on for the better.sb-jpians wish her the best! =]=]=]totally gonna miss her.our role-model.raya outing with the secondary school mates!fuyoh! fuyoh! (IRRITATING!)pics up on facebook laa. haha.all around jurong west.well, we stayed nearby.so yea, save on our transport money.walking all the way babey! hurhur.excercise laaaa! hahah.raya outing with the sb-jpians!sooooon. on the 8th october 2009.yeayea. renting a minibus.as usual, money is the issue.but lets just put that aside.guess what! after confirmation on the booking date and pickup place and all.......the person texted me that on that day, it was fully booked!due to an cooperate event!how F*CKING can that be????well, this will be another BIG issue for me.yeayea. finding for alternatives here and there.hopefully ill get one soon. pray harder zie. hmmmmm.last resort, find our own driver. transport??what else but the lorry.thats all i can say. sorie people.im trying my best here. pray hard for me kay.=]=]=]
z-i-e at 1:10 AM
much love, zie. =]=]=]
